A Heroine Who Can Never Be Abandoned

122 – Dongmin Lee (57)

Dongmin Lee (57)

The pseudo-group knows the existence of 『Journal』.

Worst of all, figuring out how the two relate can lead you to fanaticism.

I have the following knowledge.

‘The 『Journal』 Will be modified to match reality.’

However, since I don’t know the original, I don’t know where the changes started and how far.

However, from a point of view that did not know that the 『Journal』 Was changed, it was no different from a prophetic book.

In other words, the pseudo-group to which the mother belongs ‘under some circumstances’ realized the relationship between fiction and reality.

However, it is likely to be a rather ambiguous level of knowledge tailored to their worldview.

After the deaths of Lee Jae Ban and Sang Woo Park, they can rationalize that it was to fulfill the prophecy.

Or you may have done that and found out later that it was written in the Prophecy.

Either way, they don’t know that memories are reconstructed to fit the novel, and they will believe in it.

The result is the same either way.

The question is who is ‘using’ the ‘phenomenon’.

Mother?

She was currently under investigation.

As if he knew the deaths of his father and Jang Hye-ok in advance, like a madman, the way he responded was definitely suspicious.

If she had known the truth about the real 『Journal』, She wouldn’t have been caught so vainly.

I would have tried to use it a bit more.

I always feel this, but there is always someone behind those who act like that and get punished.

“… Is it darkness?”

I read the contents of 『Journal』.

There was a scene where ‘someone’ sat on a sofa in a dark room and gave a monologue after Seongmin Jeong died.

That scene was repeated afterwards.

[… There was an intermittent sound that sounded like a knock on a desk. In the shadows he could see his well-groomed fingers. “… The performance is sure.” He said quietly Even though no one is listening…]

『Journal』 Is more like an omnibus.

In every episode, villains appear, ‘Darkness’ kills them, and Kang Hae-rin investigates the truth.

“………”

I thought it was strange for a moment.

But he shook his head.

I can’t figure out exactly what has changed anyway, so let’s not worry about it.

Kang Hae-rin was constantly looking for the ‘black curtain’.

She is so much that even she encounters her difficulties. The existence she comes out of nameless every time only causes mystery.

I read the latest update as quickly as possible.

For the past few weeks, I’ve been immersed in it.

And what I learned.

“… Who the hell is that?”

Even after reading the 『Journal』 Of over 1300 episodes, no clues to the darkness are revealed.

There was no progress to the point of fainting.

Haerin Kang is still chasing him.

As the darkness became more fraudulent, Kang Haerin’s existence seemed helpless.

Nevertheless, Kang Hae-rin in the novel did not give up and pursued ‘Lee Dong-hyun’ and the villains together until the end.

“………”

I didn’t have to look at the laptop.

Kang Hae-rin’s actions were also described in 『Journal』.

Of course, when it comes to movies, there are as many differences in detail as there are differences between the director’s cut and the edited version.

In the notebook, I was able to grasp Kang Hae-rin’s inner psychology at the level of listening to myself talking right next to me.

Her intentions and where she is, her plans and deeds, and even her desires.

However, in 『Journal』, It is not that much.

Psychological descriptions are often ignored.

If it’s natural, it’s natural.

Because web novels need to be developed quickly, and they must be read while maintaining interest in the reader anyway.

An obsessively detailed depiction of the inner side of the human Kang Hae-rin would not fit the writing rules.

In that case, everyone gets off.

… It’s funny how I write and say this.

But I am also skeptical.

Is it correct that I wrote 『Journal』?

Maybe I started at first.

But now I don’t know.

The contents are being changed according to reality or before, and then there may not be any traces of what I wrote.

It is the same concept as the ship of Theseus.

If you change one by one, there won’t be a single part left that can be called 『Journal』 In the first place.

Anyway, what can be known from the contents of 『Journal』 Is that Kang Hae-rin is still looking for Lee Dong-hyun and me.

“……”

Of course, there are doubts.

If she was looking for me, she had no reason to be ignoring her correspondence from me.

The last contact with Haerin Kang was a few weeks ago.

From the day I found the bodies of my father and Jang Hye-ok, and returned with my sister in despair.

She never contacted me.

Are you disappointed in me?

Kang Hae-rin desires Lee Dong-min.

There was no way she would give up on me.

“………”

When I turned my head, I saw a laptop.

Red burgundy notebook.

It’s not something Kang Hae-rin manipulated to deceive me, but a monster that shows the real Kang Hae-rin.

I approached it as if possessed.

When I turned on the power, the lock screen appeared.

“………”

I entered a few numbers that I could remember, but they were wrong.

I turned the power back off only after the message to try in 60 seconds appeared.

As I was sweeping her face in the mood of not being able to do this or that, the phone vibrated.

… It was PD.

Of course, it wasn’t the missing half PD, it was temporary, but it was Yoo PD who was in charge of me all the time.

Ban PD was still missing.

That made it harder for me.

I fear that the darkness of her that swallowed her would be me.

At least I think the cause is me.

The most suspicious thing was, of course, strong Rin, but she couldn’t be contacted, so there was nothing she could do.

Although the contents were mentioned in the 『Journal』, It was only written as if the kidnapper was an act of the ‘dark side’.

“…Hello?”

[Hello, author, have you eaten?]

I heard a gentle male voice.

Looking at the time, it was past lunchtime.

2:30.

I think it was 11:00 when I started rolling over on the bed with my sister, but it was already 2:30.

“Yes, what…”

[I have something to comment on the novel you sent.]

PD Yoo said.

He let out an embarrassing laugh.

[I’m sure we went through the confirmation process, but I’m sorry to confirm again. Could you please send me the file again?]

“Files? Why?”

It was related to the resumption of serialization of 『Journal』.

It’s a stockpile that I’ve been using since living with Kang Hae-rin, and I wrote down the ending and sent it to the management.

I made a reservation for the platform as well.

With that, the relationship with 『Journal』 Is over.

I thought so.

It was a bit rushed, but it was in a direction where Kang Hae-rin and Lee Dong-hyun could be happy.

I don’t remember exactly about the 『Journal』, But maybe it’s because I want to completely forget it.

[… I’m really sorry, but it looks like you lost the file. The content doesn’t match before and after, so I think I probably have files from other episodes.]

“……”

That was a strange sound.

In the first place, the management didn’t manage the file properly, so it didn’t make sense to ask for it to be sent again.

It’s a mistake that Ban PD wouldn’t make.

PD Yoo said that he was reading my novels, but he was not the one who was in charge of my work.

Over 1300 episodes, it is unreasonable to catch up with the 100 episodes written by looking only at the ‘wall’ until the end.

In other words, it is natural to not know the previous contents.

I sighed inaudibly and sent the file back to my work laptop that my sister had prepared for me.

I thought it would be fine, but I got a call back.

“… Yes?”

[… Author, I’m really sorry. Is this file correct? Now that I’ve read it all the way, the content doesn’t fit.]

I got nervous.

But I had no choice but to check.

… And, he was right.

The stockpile that I wrote over 100 pieces, leading to the ending, was not linked to the latest update until just before.

In the latest episode of the serialized 『Ilji』, Lee Dong-hyun gave birth to a woman who was presumed to be his older sister and got married.

There were a lot of malicious comments under it.

[f*ck, that’s disgusting. Author.]

[Why did you do that with your sister???]

[I should have noticed from the beginning of the description of my sister, who was a prisoner of war, and got off, but f*ck]

[(Emoji throwing phone away)]

[Suddenly inbreeding drift what?]

“……”

On the other hand, the stockpile that I wrote was about Kang Hae-rin destroying her grandfather’s organization, which was a ‘black man’.

Because I wanted to finish it somehow, I wrote the black story in my own way as if it were directed by Kang Hwan-jae.

However, the front and rear development did not match.

It feels like I wrote the ending after reading another novel.

“…Let me check.”

I had no choice but to hang up after saying that.

I thought I knew what had happened.

The content of the novel has changed.

At least, when I started using the stockpile, and now, 『Journal』 Has become a completely different development.

Even if it is an omnibus format, if the previous content changes, the subsequent content cannot be affected.

“………”

And, in that brief moment, I was able to come to the most terrifying conclusions imaginable.

Kung.

My sister came out of the bathroom.

She was humming her hum.

It was a classic song that was somehow familiar.

However, I can’t remember the exact source.

There was no time to spare for such things.

“What’s wrong with your expression?”

My sister looked at me with a blank face.

I told you everything.

“Oops…”

She hugged me as if she was worried.

She had just taken a shower or bath, and her body was slightly damp and smelled fragrant.

The body temperature was subtly cool.

“… What should I do?”

I muttered in despair.

“…If it continues like this, 『Journal』 Will never end. Keep writing and fixing, writing and fixing…”

“I see.”

My sister said.

“Keep writing and revising, writing and revising…”

“… Continued…”

“… I guess I have no choice but to keep going.”

I looked up.

I was sitting in a chair, and my older sister, who was looking down at me like that, had a smile on her lips.

“Let’s move soon.”

“… Huh?”

My sister’s words were completely unexpected.

She looked at me in the mirror as she applied her essence and foundation to her hair in front of the dressing table.

“Let’s move to a bigger place.”

“……”

The place where my sister and I are staying now is a one-room studio with a size of about 12 pyeong, although the space is artificially separated with curtains.

It’s definitely too small for two people to live in.

The reason I haven’t felt any discomfort so far is because my sister and I are too close to each other… I guess.

Because whenever I had the strength to feel uncomfortable, a strong sense of pleasure overwhelmed me.

My sister turned to me.

Sitting on the dressing table chair.

Her gown splayed open, her healthy white thighs swaying enticingly.

“…Are you okay? It’s a wide place. What about Haerin Kang?”

It was me who was embarrassed.

It was my older sister who asked me to leave the stage where 『Journal』 Was taking place and to forget everything.

But suddenly, let’s go out to a wide place?

Are you moving?

Noona was worried about Rin’s pursuit because of her strength, and she was even prepared to die if she caught her.

That’s the same for me.

I already broke my three strikes.

Kang Haerin can do anything to me.

All the ‘probability’ is in place.

“It will be fine.”

My sister said calmly.