Chapter 38: Haku's Past
Haku POV
I remember the days before I was called Haku, before I knew the meaning of names or loyalty. I was born in a village nestled high in the snowy mountains, a place where the winters were harsh, and the people harsher. There, my family had always been outcasts. We lived on the outskirts, where the wind cut through your bones, and people spoke our name in whispers. We were part of a long-forgotten clan, one that could manipulate ice and water at will. It was a power that marked us, set us apart, and in that village, it was feared.
My father, though he was my flesh and blood, hated us for it. He despised the power that flowed through my mother's veins and my own, like a curse inherited from some distant ancestor. It was my mother who taught me to wield that power, in secret, when my father was away. She told me that the ice would always listen, that it was a part of who I was. At first, it felt like magic – a wondrous secret I could share only with her. But magic is dangerous in a world full of fear and ignorance. When my father discovered what we were, what we could do, the look in his eyes was not just of hate, but of terror.
It was the night of the first heavy snowfall when he finally snapped. I can still remember the way the wind howled outside as if it was crying for mercy on our behalf. My father, who had once held me as a child, raised his hand not in love, but in wrath. In his madness, he saw not his wife and child but monsters wearing their skin. And so, with trembling hands, he sought to erase us from his life, from his world. The house shook with his rage, and in the struggle, something inside me broke. The power my mother had taught me to control, the very thing I had come to cherish as a part of me, erupted.
The next thing I knew, the air was filled with shimmering shards of ice, glinting like stars in the moonlight. My father lay still on the ground, lifeless, frozen. My mother's eyes, once so full of warmth, were cold and empty. I was alone, a child with a gift he didn't understand and a burden far too heavy to bear.
The villagers came, of course. They came with torches and pitchforks, not knowing or caring what had truly happened. To them, I was a demon child, the offspring of a witch, and I had murdered my parents with dark magic. There was nothing left for me in that place but snow and death. I ran into the mountains, where the cold was so intense it seemed to numb even the pain of my grief. It was in the wilderness that I learned the true meaning of solitude. The snow became my only companion, and the ice my guardian.
Days turned into weeks, and weeks into months. I survived on little more than my instincts, and slowly, I began to forget what it was like to feel anything other than cold. I wandered from place to place, never staying long enough to be noticed, always moving like a ghost through the world. I didn't have a name, nor did I want one. Names were for people who belonged, and I belonged nowhere.
Then, one day, when I had nearly forgotten what warmth felt like, I met him – Zabuza Momochi, the Demon of the Mist. He found me half-buried in the snow, little more than a girl with hollow eyes and a power that danced around him like frost on a winter morning. He looked at me, not with pity or fear, but with something else. Perhaps it was curiosity, or maybe he saw a reflection of himself in me – a weapon, raw and unshaped. He extended a hand and offered me something I hadn't known I wanted: purpose.
He named me Haku. It was the first time anyone had given me a name, and with it, a sense of identity. I became his tool, his loyal follower. Zabuza taught me how to sharpen my power into a blade, how to harden my heart like ice. He said that if I were to be of any use, I had to become strong, to abandon any notions of kindness or compassion. I had to see the world as it was – a place where only the strong survive, where the weak are trampled underfoot. And so, I did as he asked, molding myself into a weapon for his ambitions. In his eyes, I saw my reflection, and I saw a purpose – to be of use to him, to help him achieve his dreams.
It wasn't that I didn't understand what I had become, or that I was blind to the things we did together – the lives we took, the battles we fought. I understood all too well, but in Zabuza, I found the closest thing I could imagine to family. He was not a kind man, nor a gentle one, but he was someone who had chosen me. That choice meant everything to a girl who had been discarded by the world. I swore to protect him with my life because that life had no meaning without him. I became his shield, his blade, and if need be, his sacrifice.
People often asked if I resented being called a tool. They didn't understand that for me, it was a kind of salvation. I had spent so long wandering the world like a lost shadow that to be needed, to be relied upon, even as a weapon, was a comfort. When Zabuza fought, I fought. When he bled, I bled. I would have gladly died for him because, in my heart, he had given me the one thing I had lost long ago – a reason to live.
There were moments, rare as they were, when Zabuza would speak to me as something more than a tool. He would tell me about his dreams, about a world he wanted to carve out where he could be free of the chains that bound him. In those moments, I felt as if I could see beyond the ice and snow, to a place where warmth was not an illusion. But such thoughts were fleeting, and I knew better than to dwell on them. I was a weapon, and weapons do not dream. They serve, and they protect.
The day I met you Naruto, was the day everything changed. You weren't like anyone I had encountered before – full of hope, conviction, and a kind of innocence I thought only existed in stories. You looked at me not as a tool or a weapon, but as a person. When we spoke, it was as if I was seeing a reflection of a life I could have lived, a life where I was not defined by my power or my past. But I was Haku, Zabuza's tool, and that was the path I had chosen.
Naruto POV
As Haku finished sharing her story, I could see the deep pain reflected in her eyes. Without thinking, I hugged her even tighter, feeling a rush of regret for what she had gone through.
"I'm sorry, Haku. If I had known…" I began, but she interrupted me, gently pulling away.
"It's okay, Naruto," she said, her voice steady but tinged with sadness. "But right now, we're still enemies. We have to fight each other." She took a few steps back, creating some distance between us, and settled into a fighting stance.
I could see the resolve in her eyes, even through the sorrow. I knew that, for her, this wasn't just about fighting an enemy—it was about loyalty to the one who had saved her. I readied myself, understanding that despite our connection, the battle wasn't over.