I Became a Villain who Receives Obsession

87 – Can’t it?

I think I made a bad habit.

Why if you train your dog incorrectly when raising a dog, he won’t behave badly for the rest of his life?

Standing against the owner, defecating in strange places.

That’s why there is a job called a dog trainer, and it is said that training from an early age is important.

Because if you learn it wrong from the beginning, you might end up doing it that way for the rest of your life.

“Hey….”

This is the case with Elaine.

She is still 17 years old, and she is in a growing period full of things to learn.

During this time, she had seen a lot of crooked and erratic situations on TV due to poor education.

You might be asking why you’re in trouble with a kneeling chair, but this is a very important issue.

If you grow up already, you can ask for a knee chair from any man even when you’re an adult!

‘I can’t raise her to be such a light woman.’

What was the original Elaine like?

Didn’t each action look elegant and antique like her aristocrat in line with the image of a saintess who looks innocent and holy?

Yes, it’s safe to say that it’s like Reina’s mild taste.

“Hey….”

By the way, what does Elaine look like now?

Isn’t it changing to be childish, let alone old-fashioned or elegant?

That defenseless figure still sitting on my lap and wandering around.

If you sit on someone else’s lap like this and are ignorant of skinship, it will really hurt your heart.

What if someone hugs you from behind!

Of course I didn’t.

The back of a skirt that looks chubby or the white crown that looks fluffy.

I almost lost my hand, but I barely endured it.

“The Count?”

“Uh, uh yeah.”

It’s not because he looked back when she raised her hand halfway up.

‘How the hell is this a saint….’

Isn’t 17 the age when puberty is in full swing?

I remember being upset with my parents until I graduated. Are the people here different?

‘No, I don’t think those kids did that.’

The girls rescued from the church.

Although they seemed a bit older than Elaine, the girls seemed decent for their age.

Nadia’s letter said that she was helping the village now.

Seeing things like this, it just seems like Elaine has become nice.

It’s because I’m a bit ignorant.

I turned to Reina, who had been looking this way for a while.

Then she closes her eyes again and pretends to sleep.

Not only her, but also the gaze of Hans or Hilda behind her.

Either way or not, our Elaine waving on my lap and now humming a song.

I wanted to put it down right away, but seeing Elaine, whom I like so much, makes me weak again.

The texture is not bad either.

I really liked Elaine’s touch.

The barely felt weight of her sitting on my lap, of course, was her bare skin touching my lap as Elaine sat raised, not on her uniform skirt.

‘It’s okay to call me a pervert. Still, it’s healing.’

“I… Count?”

“Hmm?”

“Can I look forward to it… ?”

“What?”

I asked if I had heard it wrong.

You said you would lean on it right now, right?

In this position on your lap?

She answered my question. Elaine hesitated for a moment, then she asked if I had heard it wrong. Then she said it again.

“Ah… it can not?”

With droopy shoulders and a weak voice.

If you could see her in front of her, you would have her downcast look on her face.

If you’re tired, shouldn’t you just lie down next to you?

“Are you tired?”

“Joe, a little.”

“Then lie next to me—”

“Oh no!”

Elaine stared at her furiously, and as soon as her eyes met mine, she turned her head again.

“No….”

“That’s why I’m tired, but I don’t want to sit next to you… You just want to lean here?”

Her bewildered question asked, and Elaine slowly nodded her head.

After seeing that, I thought about it again.

Elaine wanted her back to sit on my lap after she was allowed on her lap in her carriage in the morning.

Up to this point, it’s safe to assume that it’s just a 17-year-old girl’s madness, but she added that she wanted to keep her body completely tight.

It is quite pleasant to be spoiled by Elaine, who will become a saint in the future.

I can’t deny that, but I have to look further into the future.

If she even accepts leaning here, Elaine might think of her skinship with others too easily.

She is not an adult.

She is a girl who is growing both mentally and physically.

If a growing girl already experiences and gets used to these things, she can lean on and cling to any man from her mother’s family as an adult.

‘f*ck, that can’t even die.’

I can’t see that.

Even for the sake of the future, it is necessary to educate children well from an early age.

Until now, there was no way a religious church like this would have taught me something like this, so I had to make the country aware too.

It may be her adult, but if she accepts these things from now on, it will become her poison when she grows up.

So I placed both of my hands on Elaine’s waist as she was sitting on her lap, lifted her up and moved me to the seat next to her.

And he looked her in the eye and said firmly.

“Elain. I am not asking anyone for that.”

“… Count?”

“Do you know what it means for a woman to get close to or cling to a man’s body?”

“Meaning… You mean?”

At my question, Elaine politely put her hands together and waited for a while.

She seems to be thinking her own way.

Elaine’s eyes turned to me, then back to her own body.

“There may be other meanings, but in most cases, it is an expression that reveals that you have a crush on the target.”

“Like, like… do you mean… ?”

“Yes. Most people can take it that way. Especially for the opposite s*x.”

“Like….”

At my words, Elaine lowered her head and muttered for a while.

Perhaps he has never received such an education.

She, like her, will also be the children who were in her basement at the time.

Next time I go back to Mene, I’ll have to check the children’s education status.

The more I think about it, the more I don’t like that old woman.

Judging from how quiet they are these days, it’s clear that they’re up to something else.

Should I go back after this practice before they do anything again?

‘Because mana has increased differently from then.’

As the days go by, no, every time I use Ishtar’s mana, I feel the amount of mana in my body rapidly increase.

Considering the early days when there was barely enough mana, the difference was almost dozens of times.

Mysteriously, whenever I used mana, Ishtar’s black mana remained in his body and did not decrease.

She asked me the other day, but she said that her blood was already pierced and she herself couldn’t stop it.

She said there was no possibility that she would be completely encroached on by her because her existing Altane mana and Ishtar’s mana were mixed.

However, her mana ratio could change over time, so she needed a way to lift her curse before she did.

She seems to be suppressing Ishtar in her own way, but she doesn’t seem to be able to completely stop it.

‘… Let’s go and think about this for now.’

“… Ooh.”

“Do you see what you did now?”

At my explanation, Elaine kept her head down for a while.

She seems to have realized what was wrong with her actions.

“Well, it’s nothing to be ashamed of. If you’re your age, you’re just learning common sense—”

“… There is.”

“Hmm?”

Raising her head again, Elaine’s face was a little different from anything I’d seen before.

Previously, Elaine had an innocent and childlike feeling, but now she is….

‘Are you shy?’

Elaine looked up at me, gently biting her lower lip, and her expression seemed somewhat shy.

“What do you mean?”

“….”

She seems to be saying something, but it’s so soft that I can’t hear her.

The more I push her face closer, the farther away Elaine is.

“There is… !”

Those were the words Elaine shouted after leaning her body for a long time.

“Yes?”

“… Yes.”

“So what do you mean?”

“… Ho, I like it.”

What is he talking about?

“It has a different meaning from that crush. You could say it’s closer to a more rational crush.”

“This, rational crush… Can I do it if I have this?”

“At that time, you should look at the other person. Do you have a crush on you so that the other person will accept it?”

“The other side….”

Elaine’s eyes turned to me again.

“Bae, Count… How are you… ?”

I was suddenly speechless.

What if it were me?

The reason I put it on her lap in the first place was because Elaine was uncomfortable with it.

Of course, it’s also because there’s a good image of Elaine underneath….

It’s hard to see that it’s because there is a rational liking from a position similar to a guardian.

‘… Yes?’

But why can’t I speak?

I just glanced around to see if anyone was staring at this place.

After confirming that everyone had their eyes closed, he looked at Elaine again and spoke.

“I—”