I want to become a killer

The streets of the southern district were like a war zone. Smoke billowed from burning barricades, and the air was thick with the smell of ash and fear. The chaos had escalated beyond anything I had imagined. The rioters were no longer just protesting—they had become an army, determined to tear everything down. They weren't just angry anymore; they were consumed by something deeper, something almost primal.

Mara walked beside me, her face a mask of concentration, her hand instinctively hovering near the pistol at her side. The officers we had with us were tense, their weapons ready, but none of them looked like they wanted to use them. Not yet.

I knew this was the last chance we had. The military had failed. The police had failed. And now it was up to me—us—to find a way to stop this, or at least prevent it from destroying everything we had fought for. But deep down, I was starting to question whether that was even possible anymore.

We made our way toward the front lines, past broken windows and overturned cars. The streets were littered with discarded signs and masks, remnants of a movement that had started with hope and now was filled with nothing but violence and chaos. The sounds of shouting grew louder the closer we got to the central square. I could hear the chants, the relentless cries for justice, for change. They had become a wall of sound, an unstoppable force that refused to be ignored.

"We need to be careful," Mara said, her voice low but steady. "If we approach them too openly, they'll see it as a sign of weakness. They'll think we're backing down."

I nodded, feeling the weight of her words. But the alternative—fighting our way through the crowd—felt like it would only lead to more bloodshed. The truth was, I didn't know what to do. I didn't have the answers.

We reached the square, where the main group of rioters had gathered. The scene was even worse than I had anticipated. Hundreds of people were standing in front of a makeshift barricade, some with weapons—crowbars, broken bottles, whatever they could find. The firelight reflected off their faces, casting long shadows that made them appear almost monstrous, their eyes wild with anger.

A man at the front of the group stood on a platform, his voice carrying over the crowd. He was shouting, rallying the people, urging them on.

"We're done with their lies!" he yelled. "We're done with the system! They took everything from us, and now we're taking it back!"

His words were met with cheers, the crowd roaring in approval. But there was something different about the way they reacted now. It wasn't just anger—it was desperation, the kind of desperation that only comes when people feel like they have nothing left to lose.

I could feel Mara's hand on my arm, urging me to stay back. "We can't just walk up to them. They won't listen."

But I had to try. If we didn't try, it would be over. We would have nothing left to save.

I took a step forward, and then another, my eyes locked on the man at the front. I could feel the eyes of the crowd on me, their hostility palpable, but I kept moving. My steps were slow, deliberate. I had to show them that I wasn't afraid.

When I reached the edge of the barricade, I raised my hands in a sign of peace. The crowd fell silent for a moment, the tension in the air almost unbearable. I could see the skepticism in their eyes, the doubt that I was anything more than the figurehead they had come to despise.

"Listen to me," I said, my voice carrying over the crowd. "I know you're angry. I know you've been hurt. But this—this violence—this isn't the way."

The man on the platform laughed, a bitter, mocking sound. "You think we don't know that?" he shouted back. "You think we don't know this isn't the way? We've tried everything else! For years, we've been waiting for change, and all we've gotten are empty promises."

I didn't have an answer to that. He was right. We had promised them a better world, a world of equality and justice, but all we had given them was more pain, more disappointment. The revolution had become a hollow shell, and we were all trapped inside it.

"I know we've failed you," I said, my voice low, but clear. "But I'm telling you—we're not the enemy here. The system is. The system that's been holding all of us down, including you. If you want change, real change, we can't keep fighting each other. We have to stand together."

A murmur ran through the crowd. Some of them were listening, but others were already shaking their heads, disbelieving. The man on the platform glared at me, his eyes narrowing.

"You're just another politician," he spat. "Another person who promises change and never delivers. You think we don't see it? You think we don't know you're just trying to save your own skin?"

His words stung, more than I cared to admit. But they were true. The revolution had started with idealism, but somewhere along the way, it had become about power—about control. I had lost sight of that, and so had the people who had followed me.

"I'm not asking you to trust me," I said, my voice shaking with the weight of my own guilt. "I'm asking you to trust us. All of us. The people who are still fighting for change, even if we've made mistakes along the way. We can't do this alone. But if we stand together, we have a chance."

For a long moment, the crowd stood silent. It was as if they were waiting for something—waiting for me to give them a reason to believe, to give them something they could hold onto.

Then, a woman at the front stepped forward. She was older than most of the others, her face lined with years of struggle. She didn't speak, but she looked at me with eyes that were both wary and hopeful.

"Do you mean it?" she asked, her voice quiet but steady. "Do you really mean it? Or are you just trying to save your own ass?"

I met her gaze, feeling the full weight of the question. It wasn't just about me anymore. It was about the future—about whether we could overcome the mistakes of the past and build something better, or whether we were doomed to repeat the same cycle of violence and betrayal.

"I mean it," I said. "And I'll prove it. But I need your help. We need each other if this is going to work. We need to come together, or we'll all be destroyed."

The woman looked around at the crowd, then back at me. For a moment, everything hung in the balance. The air was thick with uncertainty, with fear, with the remnants of hope. Then, slowly, she nodded.

"We'll listen," she said, her voice firm. "But if you're lying to us—if you betray us again—you'll regret it."

And just like that, the crowd began to murmur, shifting, the tension slowly starting to dissipate. It wasn't a victory—not yet—but it was a start. A fragile one, but a start nonetheless.

Mara stepped forward, her expression unreadable, but there was a flicker of something in her eyes—hope, perhaps, or maybe just relief. I wasn't sure. But I knew one thing: this wasn't over. The revolution was far from finished. But if we could keep walking this tightrope, if we could keep the dialogue open, there was still a chance.

I looked around at the crowd, my chest tight with the weight of what had just happened. It wasn't perfect. It wasn't a solution. But it was a step forward. And maybe, just maybe, that was enough.

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