LIGHTNOVELSTORY Chapter 1: Chapter 1: Self - Pride
Arc 1 Episode 1: Prologue & Abandoned
A man with Dark messy brown hair.. with brown eyes.. with his Normal white button down shirt, with grey jeans and black sneakers, Natsuki Subaru.
After he buyed groceries in the grocery store at night, he had a weird feeling, he scratched his eye.. and suddenly.. he was Isekaied into a different world, he looked around.. in shock on where did he end up.
the story begins the same as on Arc 1, if you wanted to know if your Curious, search up "Arc 1, Re:zero" and you'll find out what happens, for the readers.
After his Fourth death encountering the 3 Men on the Alleyway.. he had two options.. Humility or Pride.. he chose Pride..
SELF-PRIDE..
He chose option 3.. forget about emilia.. forget about everything and just leave everything in his back.. and live a new life himself.. so he did, he came prepared with a Knife, and he knew the 3 men's movements, because he knew them well..
"Charge at me.. if you can.."
Subaru spoke coldly towards them with his slight dead eyes..
The 3 men, frustrated, thinking at subaru is mocking hem and making fun of them, they charged at the same time at subaru.
Subaru swiftly stabbed the fat man at the stomach, and then stabbed the middle guy in the abdomen brutally.. the Little one was shocked and fell to the ground..
"P-Please.. have mercy.."
The little one spoke with fear.
But subaru stabbed without any care, and brutally stabbed the little one atleast 120 times brutally..
He left threw his knife in the ground, and picked up the dagger thats with the middle guy, and he left the alleyway to find a new way..
Self-Pride
Subaru walked through the roads of the Kingdom of Lugunica, with his both daggers hidden in his pockets, and looking around while coldly inspecting the entire city.
He saw a fabric of Emilia suddenly, he was curious so he decided to follow her, and when he took a sneak peek.. it really was her, but he already given up Emilia's insignia, and focuses on his own Self-Pride.
He walked away not wanting to be stalker of her.. and he just inspects everything that around him.
He met a red haired man, with blue gleaming eyes, and a Youthful Appearance holding a sword.
Reinhart van Astera
Subaru encounters the sword saint when he was walking peacefully.. subaru looked up and down at Reinhart's appearance and inspects in his mind..
"Who are you..?"
Subaru spoke coldly towards Reinhart, with Reinhart looking at him also, his arm on his sword and is on guard duty.
"I'am the sword saint a knight, i shall introduce myself.. i.. am Reinhart van Astera.. i am currently guarding this place today as part of my duty."
Reinhart slightly bowed respectfully to Subaru, and is on Guard Duty on the place of Lugunica.
Reinhart before was roaming around in every directions and being cautious of any robbers, bounty hunters and killers in the Area.
When Reinhart went to a Alleyway, he was slightly shocked to see 3 dead men on the ground especially the little one that has stabs throughout his body, Reinhart wanted to investigate on who did the killing.
In the current time..
"I see then my name is Natsuki Subaru.. well.. goodluck with your work.. i guess.."
Subaru walked away and doesn't wanna cause any troubles with the Sword Saint, because he knew Reinhart was Far powerful.
Reinhart speaks respectfully..
"Thank you Natsuki Subaru.. and goodluck with your Journey on the Kingdom of Lugunica."
Reinhart inspects Subaru as he walked away.. slightly suspicious of him because he saw a dagger on his pockets.
Subaru walked into the streets of Lugunica.. and he looked around as if everything is new to him.. so he wanders around like a wanderer, and he got bored, so he left Lugunica and went South..
There, he was walking around on the grass while looking behind him The Royal Capital city of Lugunica, and begins to wander off by himself, and went to Ladrima.. by himself.
So he wanders first around the forest, all shady sometimes and many beasts roaming to eat Subaru's flesh and blood, but Subaru wanders swiftly and calmly, without making any dangerous noises..
10 Wolves gathers around him.
Suddenly, Subaru was led to a trap, Ten Wolves trapping him to go Forward into the forest, he was in shock because he didn't know how..
The wolves approaches Subaru while barking aggresively and Glaring Menacingly.. Subaru was Scared and didn't know what to do.. either he take a risk.. or death..
He eventually chooses to take a risk for it, and the Wolves jumped as Subaru jumped also.. and eventually..
Subaru was in immense pain of the Wolves eating his flesh and blood, eventually the wolves ate his entire limb, and throwing the bones as subaru suffered.
The wolves ate his abdomen.. his stomach.. and his rest of his organs.. eventually his face.. and then.. he died..
Return by death (Fifth Death)
Subaru returns by death, instead of the Appa man.. he was face to face with Reinhart.. Reinhart spoke..
"I'am the sword saint a knight, i shall introduce myself.. i.. am Reinhart van Astera.. i am currently guarding this place today as part of my duty."
Reinhart slightly bowed respectfully towards Subaru.
Subaru was in deep shock in his mind.. he had respawned face to face with Reinhart..
"Right.."
He gains his composture and calms himself down, and he looks around..
Reinhart standing there, confused on Subaru's behavior..
"What going on good sir?.."
Subaru looked at Reinhart eventually after looking around..
"Oh.. it's nothing.. my name is Natsuki Subaru!, i hope you have a goodluck on your duty!.."
Subaru gained his full composture and smiles at Reinhart and leaving a thumbs up.
Reinhart surprised and chuckled towards Subaru's Behavior.
"Yeah.. thank you Subaru.. and goodluck with your Journey in the Kingdom of Lugunica!"
"Aye aye sir!!"
Subaru marched like a soldier and saluted towards Reinhart and saying goodbye and walks away.
Reinhart smiling in Subaru's behavior, also waved goodbye and also a Salute towards him.
Subaru wandering around the Kingdom of Lugunica again after dying.. he looked around and maintaining his Self-Pride and Esteem on him..
He eventually didn't want to go out off the Kingdom of Lugunica, so he just stayed for a while and walking around..
He figured out he wanted to get a job for to get money.. but he already knows that it is useless because of his "Return by death" Ability.
Frustrated about his ability, he just shrugs it off and walks off into the Kingdom of Lugunica's capital.
Mischief
He eventually causes mischief and greed, swiftly, secretly and silently taking money off people, monsters, demi-humans etc, because he needed Money and he was ingulfed with Pride that..
"I can do anything, steal.. mischief.. start a fire.. or even more.."
Subaru said in his mind while doing mischief.
Once he got a bag load of money, he buyed clothes.. he wore a Red Scarf, red and black jacket, and Black jeans, along with his shoes being Grey.
He also brought wanderer bags, because he wants something that can store his belongings if any can, and he stored his rest of his money in the bag for something wise.
Subaru looked at the mirror and felt like completely different even though its just his Fifth Death, he gave a cold thumbs up to himself in the mirror, and shrugs his hair and walks away.
In the mirror.. Satella's shadow reflection was there after Subaru left.. and she was smiling..
After Subaru left, he wanted to adventure the rest of Lugunica, so he can know every single direction he goes through, he went street to street, and coldly walking like someone who had experienced something far worse then a human being.
When he eventually stopped his adventure to Lugunica on a Abandoned house.. recalling from his memories.. its where he died four times in a row..
He didn't see old man rom in the house, it was completely empty, but his spiked club weapom wasn't there.. left subaru asking for questions in his mind..
"Where could they possibly even be..?"
Subaru's thoughts questioned.. and he looks around cautious and alerted that Elsa might stab him again sneakingly..
STAB!!!
Subaru felt something in his back.. but he was instantly sweating.. as he slowly looks around, he found blood and deep cut in his back, near the abdomen.
He fell to the ground when Elsa kicked him and laughing at Subaru.. without saying a word..
Subaru slowly looked at Elsa with Fury and Anger and Pride.. as he slowly dies.. he spoke his last words..
"Y-YOU!!.. YOU!!--"
Subaru fell dead right after saying those two words to Elsa..
Return by Death #2 (Sixth Death)
Subaru instantly woke up without freaking out for the first time.. he Returned to death.. but his savespawn is here.. in the Mirror..
He touched the mirror and it reflected the Witch of Envy, Subaru flitched.
"Gah!!!.."
And jumped suddenly when the Witch showed up..
He gave another thumbs up to himself to the mirror, and walked away after.. While again, the Reflection of Satella, was there.. and she smiled..
After Subaru left, he looked around again, and became frustrated.. saying to himself..
"I will dominate this entire world.. and i will be the KING."
Subaru with his own Self-Pride spoke in his mind with Anger..
He walked straight on Lugunica.. and went straight to Old man Rom's house.. and again.. he wasn't there.. it was like he disappeared in this world or so, or his body was left secret..? Subaru questioned again in his mind..
And again.. Elsa tried to sneak stab Subaru in the back again, but Subaru eventually flitched, and got out of the way..
Elsa licked his dagger.. while smiling menacingly..
"What a nice one we have here.. I'm surprised you know my attacks.."
Elsa looked at Subaru with slight interested and amaze.
Subaru sweating slightly because of Elsa's sudden appearance.. he grabs his both daggers on his pockets, and prepared to fight with Elsa one on one..
Elsa looked surprised as Subaru prepared himself and has two daggers on his pockets, she wanted a good fight.. so she licked his dagger again and smiled creepily..
"I see.. fighting me.. huh..?"
Elsa, fast and precised, instantly goes at the back of Subaru.. and Subaru was Shocked of what just happened, he tried to dodge but..
Stab
Elsa eventually stabbed Subaru again right to the kidney.. and piercing through the kidney.. and she licked his blood creepily.. and smiling menacingly..
"Oh.. i thought we we're going to have a good fight..? How disappointing of you.."
Elsa mocked Subaru, and laughing at him with her Sadistic look..
Subaru in the floor and dying.. looked at Elsa with Pure Anger on his eye.. and he can't speak because of the Intense loss of blood..
Elsa looked at subaru and stepped on his back.. and keeping her menacing, Sadistic smile..
"Oh..? Are you dying..? Do you want me to help you..? ohh.. aw.. sorry I can't.."
She said those works to mock subaru profusely and mentally.. and eventually Subaru died again..
Return by Death #3 (Seventh Death)
He respawned near the mirror again.. and not even shocked with the whole experience he went through before he died..
He looked at his arms.. and saying his words in his thoughts..
"Why am i even here..?"
"Why.. why me..?"
"Why do i even exist..?"
He said those words as he looked at his arms.. with pure.. dead eyes.. and he looked at the mirror, his reflection.. gloomy and dead, broken and depressed.. but his will stayed strong..
He walked away after giving himself another thumbs uo again.. but this time... his arms we're low.. and his face was gloomy.. and he eventually walked off..
After he left, he wanted to buy some weapons, because he has a ton of coins that he stole from many people before..
And the main reason why hes buying a pure weapon that can suit him, is that to do the impossible by himself..
DEFEAT ELSA GRANHIERT
That was his main quest for today.. he wanted to defeat her all himself.. so he buyed some weapons.. a sword many daggers etc, and left off with a ton of weapons in his bag, and assassin's pockets, where daggers and knifes are hanged there.
"I'll make sure.. that i defeat elsa.. for sake."
He spoke in his true words while facing the glass with his reflection in a nearby store, and he walked away ready to begin his many deaths because of Self-Pride journey...
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Hello!, Author here!, thanks for reading my Fanfic novel of my own route of Re: zero by Tappei Nagasaki!, better to check the original anime/novel/manga out!, because this contains spoilers if you haven't known yet!!!..
This is also my longest one i created yet..