Suspiciously Close Siblings (Going Up)

After washing and getting dressed, I simply filled my hungry stomach with the leftover bread.

Looking a bit drowsy while wearing pajamas, I took the temperature of Gye-gyeol, and it came out to be 37.3 degrees.

⋯ Guilt came flooding in.

What did you do to your sister who had a cold, really?

I tried to sleep in my room while I was tidying up, but I insisted on following and cleaned up the traces together.

I opened the window to get rid of the smell, and wrapped the used condom in a tissue paper and threw it in the garbage bag.

I put it back in my drawer just in case you didn't open the package.

I was going to wash my clothes and pillowcases, but Gye-ri insisted on washing the blankets as well.

"Aren't you going to throw it away?"

"I want to wash it and keep it."

"⋯Why?"

No, there's a little bit of blood in the semen.

It's not a level that can be erased by washing.

I don't think it would work even if I rubbed it hard with a wet tissue.

"⋯You asked me to leave evidence."

"⋯."

"Occasionally, if oppa says something strange, show me."

⋯.

Do you think you've caught a weakness?

Weaknesses are only valuable when you can expose them to someone.

This is not a weakness

It's a bomb.

"Winter."

"Huh."

"What you have is your heart, but …Hide it well."

"⋯I know that much too."

If you get caught…

Because it usually isn't a problem.

***

I was thinking about what to eat for breakfast, and first of all, I delivered pork cutlet lunch boxes one by one.

I wanted to buy some medicine before coming, so I put on a mask and left the house.

No matter how much I looked, I couldn't find where the cold medicine was.

As I breathed in some outside air, the opposite sex, whose strings had come undone, was slowly returning to its original position.

⋯Thinking about it again, I'm a really crazy bastard.

What can I do?

It is unlikely that she will ever be able to go back to being her brother and sister.

There doesn't seem to be any road to a happy ending.

To be honest, even when he seduced me in only underwear, I tried to just refuse.

Until I heard the sound of wanting to give me the first and the last.

Since winter couldn't give up on itself, it gave up on the affection that arises between a man and a woman.

A relationship that values ​​each other the most.

Even if it looks a little strange, I wanted to stay between brother and sister forever.

⋯I want to cut off my genitals.

If that was the case, none of this would have happened.

If I had been born as a woman, wouldn't I have lived well as a loving sister?

I sighed and walked toward the pharmacy when the phone rang.

She thought she was a mother, but she was her cousin.

"⋯Hello."

"Oh, autumn, it's my sister."

"Oh, sister. Why."

"Georeum didn't answer the phone. Is he sleeping?"

"She doesn't answer well because she originally set her phone on silent."

"Uh… Is there anything special?"

"⋯Not fine. Because Winter did well in the CSAT."

"Okay?"

"Ah, it's not fine. It seems that the winter is slightly cold."

"I caught a cold?"

"I don't have a severe fever, but I just heard that it hurts here and there."

"Isn't that what it is?"

"Ah, please. Except for the CSAT, I haven't gone anywhere."

"What about the medicine?"

"I came to the pharmacy to buy something."

"⋯I was originally going to buy Winter this evening."

"What… I can't help it."

"Yeah, that… No. I'll try calling Winter one more time."

"Huh."

My sister hung up the phone first.

⋯It's too awkward to talk.

Her original relationship with her cousin was not very awkward.

Something after the last day… It's difficult.

It seems like you're trying to trust me somehow…

⋯In the end, everything I said then turned into a lie.

It was a lie mixed with a bit of truth from the beginning,

Now, not even a piece of truth remains.

After trying to contain her bliss, she entered the pharmacy and talked to the pharmacist.

"Can you give me some cold medicine?"

"Uh, what symptoms do you have?"

"Ah, I'm fine. Her brother has a slight fever and body aches."

"How hot are you?"

"It was a little over 37 degrees. It's not too bad."

"Are there any other symptoms?"

"Yes yes."

"Then, I'll give you Tylenol, so take one in the morning and evening, and if it gets worse, go to a nearby public health center and get tested. Because I don't know again these days."

"All right."

The moment I bought the medicine and was about to leave the pharmacy, I thought for a moment.

⋯Isn't it okay to take medicines as you please?

Should I ask

But did I already say that I would give it to my brother?

Am I thinking too deeply?

After thinking about it,

She turned and headed to the counter.

"Oh, that… If you are taking birth control pills, is it okay to take them together?"

"Yes I'm okay."

"⋯Ah, yes. Thank you."

I was afraid that I would think it was strange for a moment, but

Fortunately, it seemed that I was frightened by myself.

Actually⋯ what,

The birth control pill isn't just for contraception.

Even if it's right to eat for that purpose, you won't think of it that way.

Because we are weird

***

On the way back, I went home with two cups of coffee at a cafe.

I've been drinking it lately too, so it's sweet and delicious. Hazelnut Latte.

When I opened the front door and went in, it seemed that Bob had arrived after he had been out for a while.

Winter, wearing a coat over his pajamas, was eagerly unwrapping his lunch box.

"Ah, brother. I'm here?"

"Uh. Here, approx. Eat after eating I also bought coffee, so let's drink it later."

"⋯Thank you."

"Did you get a call from your sister?"

"Did you call your brother too?"

"They say you won't."

"I looked at my cell phone, but it was out of service, so I called again."

"They said they'd buy you dinner."

"Ah, so he told me to come."

"⋯What?"

"I have a fever, so I go out, so let's just eat here."

⋯Why?

Of course, I didn't plan on doing more today because I looked a little unwell.

Even though.

I cleaned it all up, but in case you don't know.

Above all,

⋯ No.

I won't do it today

Just because I don't, doesn't mean I don't want to be together.

You don't have to do just that.

Thinking about this and that and putting on a dissatisfied expression,

Winter spoke to me again.

"Brother."

"⋯Uh."

"I know that my sister looks at us suspiciously."

"Uh."

"⋯You talk to me often. After the college entrance exam, go out and meet people. Or that my sister will take me somewhere."

"Okay?"

"That's why I think I'll be more suspicious if I don't meet you."

"⋯I knew what you were talking about."

"⋯Are you angry?"

"No, I am not angry. Just… You never know."

"I'm not stupid either, and I know what your brother is worried about."

"It doesn't look like that at all."

Behaving,

Whatever you say,

Honestly⋯ I really don't know.

Is there a perception that you are making a mistake?

"⋯ It's just not showing off. Me too… I was very worried. I tried hard not to get caught."

"⋯."

"It was decided after thinking very deeply."

Winter coughed once, and

Soon confessed to me.

"The first, the last, everything in between… I'll give it to just one person for the rest of my life."

"⋯Didn't you just say until Monday?"

"⋯I mean, there's no such thing as anyone else after that. We will go back to being real siblings."

"⋯."

"So oppa, don't meet anyone after that."

"I said I wouldn't meet you."

"I don't trust you."

"Why."

"⋯That's right, oppa. So… I thought that might be the case."

"I don't normally ⋯Because it makes you impatient."

"Are you blaming me?"

"It's your fault."

"⋯Anyway, never do that with anyone else."

"Is not it."

⋯ Ha.

Is it because you're blushing right now because you've got a cold?

I can't tell if it's because I'm shy or not.

Either way, let's be patient for today.

Because once you do it, you won't be able to stop until you come.

***

I ate breakfast closer to lunch, drank coffee, and properly organized the laundry that I had finished drying.

The blanket, as expected, was left with marks.

Well anyway… There's about a drop of blood on it, so you can't see it unless you look carefully.

Even if you look at it, it looks like a nosebleed.

The same goes for semen stains.

Winter took her clothes and headed to her room.

Along with the blanket.

When I threw the laundry away, Winter started talking to me.

"⋯Brother."

"Uh."

"You know when your sister comes."

"⋯Uh."

"⋯Do you want to pretend to have a little fight?"

"I don't think so."

"Why."

"Neither you nor I are good at lying. I'd rather do what I normally do."

"When I was talking to you the other day, I saw that you acted really well."

"Because it's half-truth."

"Really?"

"I became like this because you kept clinging to me. So that's half true."

"⋯Brother said it strangely first, so I made it that way."

"What am I?"

"You really don't remember?"

"No, I really care about you as a younger brother, something like that."

"Usually, I don't confess to my younger brother, saying that I'd rather go with him for the rest of my life or that I'm the only one."

"⋯Did I?"

"It was. Really."

Oh wow, that's weird

I'm sure I remember that…

It seems that there may have been

That's what I meant to say…

That's half right.

Did I say something strange?

⋯ Is it my fault?

"⋯Winter."

"Huh."

"I'm curious, but why did you think of me and him?"

"⋯I'll tell you later."

"Sometime later."

"It is a secret."

⋯ Later when.

As you go back to siblings.

I don't know if Kyeoreum really has such thoughts or not.

I still didn't know.

After finishing the conversation, Winter folded the blanket and put it in the drawer under the bed.

It's a real question as to where to use it.

Even if I try to keep a little distance or meet someone else…

Maybe you're trying to tie me down by showing me that?

Of course, I have no intention of dating a girl.

When you think of it that way, it becomes something

⋯It wasn't bad.

I know it's weird, but I can't help it.

Depend on me,

Look only at me,

A reason that only I know,

'Cause I can't let go