chapter 13
13 – Karma must be erased with your own hands (1)
“Hmm… It’s definitely time.”
Late at night, out of town.
Isn’t this here?
But I think I always said this is the place to meet on the outskirts of town.
It’s like a rough woman who’s picky and insensitive.
But what about her inner body?
Puheh… I’m looking forward to it.
The more crude it is, the more it collapses in delicate pleasure –
“You’re here. I thought you would come.”
“Alas, Miss Heartfield.”
But why are you so wrapped up?
Oops, you won’t be able to appreciate a great body.
Where did that cool woman who always made me shudder with her stylish clothes and tops even in winter have gone?
“I was quite surprised that you left without saying anything. Are you feeling well? Or, did something else happen that day?”
“Nothing. Follow me. I have something to do.”
It’s something to do.
Request? Is it a request again?
I was expecting something a little more special if I had to write a letter.
But well, the ‘coward’ was alone in the house she had asked her old colleagues.
It’s even the nickname of the guy she talked about, so there must be a high probability that something special will happen.
When the opportunity comes, it is definitely right to seize it.
So, whether it is during her request or after her request is over, she will surely come over if she pushes her letter to her and makes a sincere confession.
She didn’t have a woman who didn’t come over like that, and of course she would!
“But why did you call me at such a late hour? Where are you going?”
“…In a deserted place.”
Ha ha ha.
hahahahaha, hahahaha!
Was she a woman like this?
Doljikgu-kun, I really like it.
Would you openly flirt with me? I mean very proudly.
But in case you don’t know, let’s ask.
“What are you calling me to a deserted place? On such a late night. Could it be that you rob me?”
“Don’t pretend you don’t know. Just shut up and follow me.”
“Yes, yes. I will, ma’am.”
Shame or ride in useless places. You’re attractive.
She’s definitely not the kind of woman that would suit a coward.
The courage to do it outside in such a cold place is imaginary.
Or should I light a fire?
“…Maybe around this time.”
“It sure is quiet.”
The forest is thick and it is dark enough that you can’t even see the lights, so you cheat on your lover secretly in such a place.
This, this, hot yet cold. It’s a way that suits your personality.
“Then, Ms. Hatfield, should I light a fire? Nothing will work out in such a cold place.”
“Do whatever you want.”
Ah, was it the side of pampering men?
Then there must have been a reason for keeping ‘Coward’ by his side for a while.
Because it’s comfortable, is that enough?
There’s always a way to get eaten by these girls.
You can match it once, match it twice, and play with it.
If you seize your weakness and hold on to the reins, it’s an instant.
Come on… It’s cold and frozen, so it’s easy to catch fire.
“A twig is enough – Aagh!”
Ah, it hurts, it hurts so much. Hot, cold What is this? What happened? Back, back, back hot.
I don’t have enough strength in my legs. That my arms are shaking
It’s scary, it’s strange.
My, what happened to my body?
Lukewarm liquid, on the back, on the back…
My back is wet. Clothes are wet
What the hell… What the hell…
“…You said something unforgivable to my love.”
Love, love? Love, what kind of bullsh*t.
He said he was a coward.
You were the one who looked at him and complained that he was a coward.
By the way,
What the hell is that?!
“Whoa, whoa! Whoaaagh!”
The reason I was wearing such a thick cape and hood… God,
Why is your skin so pale?
…It looks like a corpse.
“You made up things that didn’t exist and lied proudly in front of him like you were my lover.”
And how do human eyes glow so red? Why are people’s eyes so red?
How can people’s eyes shine so red in a place where there is no light?!
“I broke his heart and he misled me.”
Sol, no way, those teeth, those eyes, those sharp claws…
Is it the monster that appears in the passage?
It’s a vampire.
A cursed vampire.
The very one who was said to have rejected the grace of God, rebelled against the teachings, and dared to defy the laws of the world…
“From the beginning, I always had someone else. From the beginning to the end, I looked at him. Everything is ruined because of you.”
What the hell are you talking about?
Someone gave me room… Kuh, that’s not it, now…!
A castle, a holy water. Where is the holy water? The sacred octagonal star sign?
Is there no way? No? Right at this moment?
Damn, damn, don’t be funny, why the hell is he always absent at such a crucial moment…!
“So I’m going to kill you. I’m going to take your neck and bring it in front of him. Then will you believe me? I’ll leave that shameless face behind you. At least I need to know who you are.”
Yes, it’s here, it’s here… There’s no way I’m leaving this around.
I wonder if I could leave the first tool to dissolve women’s mental barriers.
Everybody puts their minds at ease when they say priests.
I don’t know the Holy Beast, but I always carry the mark.
“Don’t be ridiculous, even if you look like this, you’re a priest of the ‘Eight’ Church…!”
Holding up the sign and giving it to the once human, he covered his face in pain as expected. Ha ha ha, it really works, doesn’t it?
“Ugh, huh, this, what is this, what the hell is this – “
With her face covered, she shakes her head in agony.
That skin burns little by little.
Was it really a monster, this b*tch…?
Well, she was too pretty to be called human.
Can’t be so common with beauties who draw people’s hearts out.
But I definitely didn’t do this before.
Damn it, I don’t know.
First of all, we need to make sure…
“In front of him, you are just a monster, you lost fool. Gently lay down the evil in your heart before him and perish!”
I’m sure this phrase is correct. Isn’t that why you’re suffering from seizures like that?
You knelt down like this, twitching your arms and taking a backward step.
“It’s a pity, but that smooth face and that pretty body are really regrettable,
Especially though it’s really a waste of the four years of casually wearing that lascivious outfit you wore on every adventure, even in the middle of winter.
No matter how hard you try, it looks like you’re going to go into heat against a monster or something…!”
Yes, die, please die!
If you report that you have successfully hunted vampires, and that by yourself, you will definitely be able to return and even get a promotion.
If that’s the case, I’m sure no one will dare to say anything about having fun with women.
Do you think I don’t know that High Church bastards play around with multiple women?
Are there one or two bastards walking out clearing their throats on the street by the window where I used to go, the street in the red light district, the place where the famous prostitute smiled while covering her face loftily?
I’m not satisfied there.
The higher the order, the higher and more stern women there are.
There’s no reason to touch these low-class women.
hehehe, dreamlike life, wait…
Oh?
Where is your hand, my hand, my mark?
What, where did you go?
Uh… Uh huh?
Uh huh? My hand. My hand. My hand?
***
“Uh, uh, uh uh! My, my hand, my hand!! Kwaaagh!”
“How dare you say that vulgar thing, in front of me, my face, my body, my clothes, what? What?”
My teeth are shaking.
The swelling is tight.
What would you do with that stinging, shiny sign?
And then, with what kind of eyes did you look at me?
Comfortable clothes, clothes that are usually worn with a lot of heat in the body… How did you see them?
…Laughter?
I didn’t even think of that. I didn’t know because there was always a woman around me and a guy who always treated me with a genuine smile.
When I asked if it was just winter, wearing clothes that were easy to move in was good, everyone understood.
He said he was fine too, but I said stop thinking like that.
Ah, ah, that’s right. That wasn’t the end.
Obviously… His expression definitely wasn’t that sweet, obviously.
Yeah, I hated it, I hated going in front of other people dressed like this.
Why did I only know that now? Why did you think this was okay? Why?
Is it all you need to say? Shouldn’t you have seen the heart?
I have more to apologize for. Mistakes increase endlessly.
I feel like I’m going crazy, what the hell is a person lacking in me… How unworthy to stand by his side?
But, but it’s okay.
It’s okay.
Starting with this one, one by one.
You can fix it slowly.
And… This scum, not even a beast.
What the hell did you think of me? Easy girl? Slutty girl? As a woman who cheats on the person she loves?
“I’m so mistaken. I’m not one of those… Low-level sluts. I only have Niel. I’d do anything for him. Even if I could cut you into pieces and scatter your body and blood in these streets. Even if the roots are limited,
A woman who would do anything if he loved me, even if it meant selling my soul to the devil. Only for Niel, Niel alone, for the one who gave his blood, house, and arms for me, ah, Niel!”
Your heart is so hot, your body is so hot!
Niel, I love you madly. I must have gone crazy for your love
See what happens to me with your mercy and love.
If it’s for you, I can get my hands stained with blood any number of times.
Anyone who insults you will be brutally tormented, and can even be killed very slowly.
Look at me.
Look only at me.
A monster for you, a woman who only loves you.
“Live, save me. I don’t want to die, save me…!”
Has one hand been blown off, so I wonder if I finally figured out the subject.
Look at a man without a hand, rubbing one hand in the air and praying.
This is the guy who tried to separate me from Niel, really?
“I’ll do anything, money if it’s money, apples if it’s an apple, anything! Please, save this life. That, yes! My family, my family! I promise you in the name of the Atkinson family, save me, save me….!”
“It’s really pitiful. To go crazy over a woman’s body and face, to trample on his heart, and to hack my own heart…
What the hell are you trying to do with this level of unpreparedness?
He risked his life for me.
As you said, I am a monster. If you hide a monster like this, you know very well what the Church will do to you.
Burned by fire, tortured, cursed by the gods, possessed by demons and all.
Even knowing that, he embraced me.
You gave me blood and whispered to me that you loved me.
He gave a kiss to this monster with this mouth and these fangs.
Do you know how much courage and love it takes?
Do you know what a wonderful and wonderful man Niel is, how charming and devoted he is?
I don’t know.
That’s right, you’re a scumbag begging for your life because your complexion turns pale just because you lost a wrist.
He gave me blood. To the point where his face was as white as this field of snow, and he stumbled and breathed heavily.
He said he was on the brink of death due to lack of blood. To save me
Me who became a monster.
I risked my life. For me.
Can you risk your life for a girl?
No.
What reason is there for me to love someone like that?
The best man, the best lover, and the best husband are right by my side,
Who would I dare to set my eyes on?”
“Sal, save me… Please…”
Are you unable to do anything other than ask for help?
Is your life really that important?
I have a better idea.
I’m going to take this guy and make him confess.
I lied.
He tried to split us up to make fun of me.
From now on, I will only show myself in front of you, and no one but you will see my skin or even my face.
So please love me,
Isn’t it okay to ask like that?
That’s all you need to do, right?
Niel, wait a moment.
I will soon clear up the misunderstanding between us and stand proudly in front of you.