chapter 18
18 – Niel Pietro, you are mine.
The pleasure flickers for a moment, then fades away.
Instead, other things started coming to me.
Did she end up like this because she didn’t like her like this, or is there another reason?
My head is dizzy.
My stomach is rumbling.
My heart is hot.
My hands are tingling.
My feet are already numb.
“Keah… Uhhhhh…”
It feels like blood is boiling in your body.
It seems that the blood vessels in the whole body are swelling.
It throbs, swells, and throbs.
Has my body changed too?
How could this be?
“Huh… Tuk, how are you…? Do you feel good…?”
No, it’s painful.
I feel like going crazy because it hurts.
Please, please suck my blood.
If not, at least get some blood out of your body…!
“Turn off – ugh…”
I feel like my body is on fire.
I can’t control my head properly,
I keep falling into her arms.
Looking at those twinkling red eyes, I cried.
“What’s wrong, making such a cute expression… Is it good?”
“Ah, kuk, kkeuk, heuh…”
A sharp pain now pierces my whole body.
It was as if my growing body was contained in a thin film.
I feel like I’m about to rip off the outer shell that covers me, envelops me, and imprisons me.
The problem with that thin film is that it is my body that traps my blood that wriggles and boils in my body…!
“I’m glad… Niel, you’re excited for me like this… Ah, we’re still in love – Niel?!”
I wonder if he finally noticed…
I don’t know what poison you injected… But you’re trying to kill me…!
So –
“Niel, wait a minute, your body – why is this…
No, wait a minute, what happened to this?
My God, Niel, from your neck, hang on – “
Neck? What’s wrong with the neck
I managed to look away from her words and look at my shoulder, my God.
Blood soaked my clothes.
I couldn’t get it wet, so it was pouring down.
She ripped off my clothes with her face contemplating, and then she looked over my body with a hard face,
I began to caress her slowly with trembling hands.
“What, what are all these veins? What’s with the blood?”
I was even disgusted by my figure with the blue veins protruding so clearly that I could see it with my own eyes.
I started to get scared at the huge amount of blood that gushed out like a small fountain.
At last, I am destined to die.
She’s poisoned by her, so she’ll die like this, not knowing what habits or abilities her vampires have,
There must be a reason for being called a monster, but did I behave too foolishly?
Those thoughts started to pass by.
I started hearing tinnitus in my ears, and my eyes couldn’t see properly.
It became cloudy, then clear.
It gets dark, then it gets brighter.
I could see her voice, which had become depressing, and her face, which seemed to be trying to reassure me.
“Calm down, Niel, hold on… I think I know what to do.”
Even though my body has reached this point, she doesn’t even cry anymore.
She might have turned into a horny monster, just reaching out her hand and craving my body.
Maybe in the first place she shouldn’t have approached her.
Crazy,
I’m full of confidence, but on the other hand, I’ve always been reckless,
When things went well for her, she was busy bragging about her own achievements.
She
She was the one who didn’t look around and took the things around her for granted.
“It’s okay, stay alert. Open your eyes, Niel. Don’t close your eyes, huh? I’m going to suck your blood right now.”
Grabs my cheeks, tilts my head gently, and aims for my neck.
Has this been your intention from the beginning?
After becoming a monster just to devour my blood, did you not care about me?
Maybe she mixed her body with me, and lived with me just because I wanted her to feel comfortable,
The way she lived her life was just taking advantage of my heart, hoping that she would always be on a smooth road-
“…Then I’ll eat well.”
As I was sinking into despair and depression, I felt something strange.
The feeling that dark and turbid water is being sucked somewhere.
The waterway lost its power to stir heavily in my nose, ears, mouth and head.
And while doing so, he was slowly leading me somewhere.
In a deeper and darker hole, with a faintly shining red light.
“Huh, keuh, uhh – Whoa, whoa, whoa…!”
At the end of the hole that fell wrapped in red light, there was a room colored in red light.
I was fascinated by the strange color of the light and the ominous glow of the room, and as I gazed at the color, I noticed that my body had changed.
With a much lighter body and a clearer mind, the breath he exhaled roughly was quietly sinking before he knew it.
The unpleasant sensations that made my body throb, the swelling that made me stifle my limbs,
It was slowly sinking and regaining stability.
“Chew, chung, uh uh, um… Knock…”
Little by little, I began to notice the situation around me.
She was putting the pod in her left hand, gently pressing her right wrist into mine.
Kindly, warmly, but still with a bit of force.
So I can’t deny her her,
Don’t let her shake her off.
“Um… Uhm…! Hmmm…”
Are they admiring the taste of blood?
She snorted and buried her face deeper into my arms, continuing to suck her blood.
The more she did, the more the pain that weighed down her body subsided, and her body gradually became more relaxed.
And the more she did, the awkward and compulsive pleasure she was trying to cause in the first place began to consume her body.
A tingling sensation began to overwhelm me, as if warmth slowly spread from within.
The more her blood was drawn, the more she poured that stringy liquid into me,
A sweet moan that I couldn’t believe came from my mouth, and that it was from a man.
A disgraceful kind of sound.
***
It’s because of me.
It must be because of me.
Otherwise, there’s no way it would hurt like this.
But you have to accept this situation.
Without drinking blood, I can’t make him comfortable.
Without drinking blood, this burning thirst won’t go away.
I can’t calm my body that wants you, no, it’s cancelled.
I’ve swallowed several sips of that sweet blood now, but my body doesn’t calm down.
The more I drink your blood, the more I’m by your side, the more I think I have to change for you,
I feel like something is twisting, fitting, changing inside my body.
It’s scary, but it’s okay.
The more you do, the more blushing your face gets,
The more you do, the more you twist your body and rejoice in pleasure.
No matter how terrified those eyes are,
No matter how much you try to push me away,
It’s okay.
It’s all because of what I did.
The reason I became a monster is because I didn’t listen to you,
You hate me because of what I did.
I did it for you, but I wasn’t happy about it at all.
Sad. It hurts. It’s hard, me
But I’m willing to take it.
That’s right, because that’s what I did.
No matter how much heartbreak I have to endure,
Even if you’re afraid of me, try to stay away from me, hate making love with me,
I’ve already made up my mind.
Which man would love a woman who has already become a monster?
Look at me trying to look away with the excuse that I’m no longer human.
Look at me trying to win your heart, even though I’ve already hurt you countless times.
…Maybe the son of a b*tch was right.
Worst woman ever.
Ha ha ha… Ha ha…
So I decided on one thing.
If you are already the worst woman and have become a monster,
I wonder if I can make you into a man who suits me.
That’s right, you’ve already been twisted.
Every time I drive my fangs in, I can tell instinctively now.
That you are as happy as your body.
The place where my hand touches trembles, and I can feel that they are accepting me without any rejection.
And you may reject, you may be angry, you may hate me,
Your body is now in pain unless I suck blood out of it.
…
I’m sorry.
But I won’t say it out loud.
The more I grieve, the more sorry I am, the more you will try to endure it.
You’ll pretend to love me, and you’ll try to embrace me.
Rather than fall for me, you’d push me away,
Swept away and staggered by emotions, rather than being held in my arms –
I’m immersed in deep thoughts and worries, only thinking about my future.
I know it’s going to be really sad, but I can’t live like that anymore.
Because I don’t like that.
You become unhappy, and I can’t be properly happy either.
From now on, I’ll take your burden, just stay by my side.
Crazy for the pleasure I give you, it’s okay to become a fool.
I would be happy if you could become a man who only looks at me and loves me.
Forget all the pain, sadness, despair, and anger I gave you,
Get drunk on the aphrodisiac that I pour out and rape me roughly.
Of course, it’s only when you still have the energy…♥
As I stretched out defenselessly like this, and let out a rough breath through wet eyes –
I wonder what it means to not take your eyes off me.
Do you like these breasts? If not, is this tighter waist good?
Anywhere is fine, just say it.
If that could be one of the things that can’t keep you from running away from me, I’m willing to.
I understand now.
I have no more thoughts of denying this fate or running away from this life.
Now how can you cling to me?
How can you, who has that sweet voice, give me a cute and lovely face?
How can I fill those blue eyes with my everything?
How can I covet those lips a little longer?
How can that nose not get out of my arms?
How can those ears only hear my voice and be filled with whispers of our love?
You know, Niel.
A selfish woman who only knows me.
That’s me. That’s right.
So, I need you to stay by my side.
Without you, I have become unable to live…
Because I have become a woman who cannot be happy without you.
So taking you is a very logical and rational move.
In other words,
If there is a way to win you, I will do it without hesitation.
Even if it means breaking your will, I must win you.
It’s okay, don’t worry.
Because I will never be offended, in a bad mood, or unfair.
If I just lie down for a while and count the stains on the ceiling – you’ll get under me and try to hold back your moaning somehow.
Really, even though he deliberately moved more wildly because of his sweet s*x.
Do you remember… Our first relationship?
It’s still vivid.
When you touch her female body for the first time, something is cut off from your fresh face and her actions.
Without anyone saying anything, I rode on top of you, and you supported me, enjoying the pleasure of giving and receiving each other.
It was a real madness.
Clumsy kisses, carelessly sticking tongues into each other’s mouths, and then swallowing saliva as their teeth collide.
The days when I ignorantly climbed on top of your body and screamed and moved my waist…
It’ll be a little rougher than that. Probably a lot.
Doesn’t it make sense that I should give you at least a little more than I have in the last three years?
I only received it from you, until now.
So you said you would give it that much.
What’s wrong with that?
Wasn’t this what you wanted?
No,
It doesn’t matter what happens now.
Niel Pietro, you are mine.
No matter what anyone says, even if it’s the damn god of the eight-pointed star, whatever…
As much as you are mine.
So stay calm.
As a good child, please remain only my darling Niel.
Don’t resist. I can’t even give it enough strength anyway.
Or if I put this ‘poison’ into my body a little more, will it go blank?
This time I’ll drain your blood properly so you don’t get sick.
Really, I didn’t want you to suffer or be in pain every time you sucked your blood.
I really didn’t expect it to suddenly churn out blood like that.
The body of a vampire is quite strange.
I only thought about things for you, but suddenly it changed like this.
But it’s strange, I know the kind I heard about were monsters who attacked people randomly and ate every drop…
…
Maybe it’s because our love is so special.
Otherwise, this makes no sense.
The love you give me is so warm, big, beautiful and precious,
Perhaps you made me, who should have been a hideous monster, into your own monster.
Who would try to protect these monsters while feeding them their own blood?
Who would sympathize with such a monster and try to hide it?
Thank you for your courage, for your unwavering love for me.
Maybe it was fate that I came to you right away.
How blessed I am to be able to know and feel that you have become the person only for me.
Huuu, you know that thinking like that makes me feel even hotter, right?
I can’t, since you don’t seem to have any intention of approaching me first –
Don’t be so intimidated.
It’s just a lover’s job.
It’s okay.
Very,
Mood,
It will be nice&