She Returned as a Vampire

20 – I won’t stop until I say yes.

“Hey, Niel. You know what?”

Cutting through the hot flesh wall, my alter ego, which was completely nestled inside her like a ball of fire, was eagerly welcoming the pleasure that had been pouring in for the first time in a long time.

“Khhhhh, ahhhhh…”

She wanted to somehow express her intentions to her, desperately clenched her teeth and tried to endure this ‘force’, but reason could no longer control her body.

Just inhaling the smell of her body that she regained after a long time, of my lover, of the person who used to be my love,

I was panting intoxicated with the caress and relationship with the other half that I had found once again.

I can’t even wake up to this feeling that comes to me much more sensitively, more clearly, and more sharply than before.

They were being brutally beaten while being held in her hands.

“Do you know how pretty you look at the hole in your neck? It’s charming. It’s a place you were willing to give up for me, and at first it was these hard forearms…”

Ahhhhh, she deliberately played her nasally charms, and once again pumped the sticky liquid into her throat.

“Kkeuh – ugh, ah, keup – “

“Now it gives you joy like this – oh my, already, oops, ha… Was it originally this hot, uh, hot… Ha uh – “

The liquid I believed to be poison seemed to be gradually taking its place in my body.

It was making me change.

Like she changed, I still can’t figure out how the hell she changed –

I don’t know if that’s important now.

The important thing is the fact that my body is changing strangely.

“Ugh, chug, this, weird, scary, I don’t think this is right… Elena, please… Stop, keep…”

Even when I irresponsibly ejaculated inside her body, it was clear that I had changed.

I didn’t stop.

This – to the extent that it feels like ‘push’ something rather than ‘wrapping’ something that is sticky and lumpy inside her –

No, this is ‘sucked out’.

A while ago, something hard and soft –

Inside, caught? To this?

What the hell is this…

“Bill, kkeuk..!”

“Oh, I’m going crazy, Niel, what a body, this body…! I’m sorry I felt your love so dull before, huh? Now I can feel it…! I won’t miss a drop. , Never.”

What the hell are you talking about – oops?!

Is this really the old Elena?

Is this woman right in front of me who is shuffling her body, Elena?

So actively mixing your tongue, trying to suck all the spittle out of me,

With the kindness of supporting my head with one hand, carefully pressing the wound on my neck where blood was slowly flowing,

And above all, like this, whoo,

This… This is so awesome.

Make your body sensitive enough to feel each bump,

It’s like it’s wriggling inside as if it’s being pulled out.

Ah, every time my heart beats, I feel that place shake as well.

Her hot breath tickles her nose and eyebrows.

It all feels so sweet that it scares me even more.

The moment you let go of this mental cord you’ve been holding on to, even just a little bit,

I can’t get away from her forever.

Captured by her monster called her, she sucks her blood forever and spits out her emotions every day like a plaything.

There is no her life I was looking for, just tied to her, like this,

Sweetly,

It will melt, maybe?

…I don’t like it.

I hate this.

It’s scary to keep thinking that this is good.

I’m afraid that my mind doesn’t belong to me.

Her brain continues to heat up and feel numb as she sucks her blood and tries to push it over and over again…

As if, yes,

My brain… My brain is being violated. What is this feeling?

“I love you, Niel. Of course I love you more than anything, but I wanted to say it with words. I wanted to tell you with my body like this. Are you sorry that I didn’t have the courage to do it before?”

Ah, her heart starts racing at her confession.

It’s like her first day, the very day she met her, she’ll be reminded of the heart she confessed.

“Stop… Leave it… Elena, no… Not like this… No, no, no, no, Elena, not like this!”

But it’s not like this.

If she gets too used to her monstrous powers, she becomes irreversible.

She has already killed a man and raped me wildly,

I slam my wrist, which is still shaking, to the floor and –

Stirring her hips on the floor,

What I mean by her is from her who doesn’t listen to her and forces her own feelings with her stubbornness,

‘I will live my life proudly making a name for myself as an adventurer someday. Now I am a person who is content with little happiness in a small cabin like this with you, occasionally wandering around the nearby towns and cities…

Someday, I’ll get my hands on a dream that goes beyond that.

And I wish you were there.

At that moment when I proudly announce this name to the world, Elena Heartfield,

I want the person I love to be with you.’

Losing the person who declared the words that touched my heart like this, with a refreshing smile on her face,

I can’t lose even myself who has the determination to stand proudly next to the woman who had a grand dream.

But…

“Yeah, keep giving me that. Do you feel good? I think it will be good. Your face… Ha, that expression, really… Why didn’t I know before?

Seeing you so happy makes me so happy too.

Why didn’t I try harder?

I feel like I have the whole world just by giving and receiving love like this,

Why didn’t I know that? Huh? Niel. I’m really glad you know now.

My own Niel, my precious Niel… It feels good, doesn’t it?”

The more I understand the meaning of the words I desperately weave,

As I try to force a smile,

Put my mouth shut with her tongue,

I felt my consciousness gradually blur as I saw her denying me.

Really, I can’t stop her from becoming a monster.

***

“…Hey, you. Would you mind letting go?”

Don’t keep looking at me with those eyes as if you feel sorry for me.

Whatever you expect from me, it won’t come true.

I won’t grant anything other than your wish that I love you.

Compared to me, you are so meager and possess poor strength, and now the gap has widened so much that you dare not even resist.

And if you see me forcibly committing you like that, don’t you understand?

“Stop giving up, I’m not the person you expected me to be. He’s dead, Niel. The selfish human named Elena Heartfield is dead.”

It was strange that you loved a woman like that in the first place.

Hurting you, using you to your liking,

You were wrong for loving someone who couldn’t even repay your love properly.

“That person was killed by me. A vampire named Elena Heartfield killed her instead. It means that I killed the woman who deserved to die, who only stole favors from you and couldn’t repay you properly.”

Don’t be confused. Don’t try to push me away

That’s right.

“Niel, that woman who couldn’t even express herself properly to you was wrong. You know that.

It’s just rough, and I don’t even try to express it properly. A woman who didn’t even have the courage to properly express her love for you dared to call you a coward.

Could you forgive a woman like that? Huh?”

…

No, don’t nod.

Do you think I would believe it even if I nodded after thinking about it for a long time?

“You hesitated. I don’t believe you. I won’t believe you forcing yourself to affirm the old me.

Instead, a little more from you, hold on-“

I feel like my stomach is getting a little bloated… It might be a little painful.

I hate to miss even a little bit, but what can I do?

The night is long, and the time with you is long.

And I’m not doing this to be satisfied in the first place.

“Look at this. Can you see it? It’s all yours. Would you buy me – Niel?”

It must be difficult to stand up. I put so much into you,

How?

How did it happen now? On two feet?

“That, hehehe, stop. Elena, that… stop it.”

Ah, that’s the limit. You.

Everyone knows when you shake your legs like that, and twist your face like that.

If I go beyond this, at least my body might completely surrender to me.

Even if I get on top and pound the mill,

Even if I bite your ears, put your fingertips on the two hardened points and play with them, you won’t get anything done.

Except for the happy screams in that tickling voice.

“If you do this… It really, really gets ruined –”

“Yeah, I know. I know. Don’t you know that’s why you’re doing it?”

“Wait, please, no, no. Elena, I hate it. I hate this. Please stop no, no -“

“Do you hear this sound? The sound of my insides being torn open just for you?

Do not deny the feeling that the remnants of our intertwined pleasures welcome you.

Doesn’t it feel good?”

I’m good, but I’m happier than ever at the moment,

I fully feel the fact that I love you, this feeling resounding in my heart,

Why do you keep shaking your head with tears in your eyes like that?

“Uh, uh, uh, keuh, no. Please, stop, stop… “

No,

It’s not enough.

Please continue.

Come on.

“No, no, Elena, don’t move like that – heh, heh…” “

Yeah, let it melt like that.

Let me melt your frozen heart.

Will you stop loving me again?

Just like us in the past, once again, your willingness to embrace me more than anything else,

Not for the unqualified me of the past,

Please burn for me who is working hard to love you like this.

Hot me up, don’t let me move on you like this alone.

You worked so hard for me back then.

You gently hold my chest,

You keep following me tenaciously with that tongue,

I’m done –

No, that was the old me.

Even if I eventually get tired of pushing you and getting on top of you,

Holding my waist tight, to the beat,

Like a couple dancing beautifully at a ball,

The time when our night was decorated with love, once again with the changed me.

Not me who was a human without qualifications.

Join me, the monster who has learned how to love you.

So stop giving up,

I won’t go back to being human.

So,

I won’t stop until the sound comes out of your mouth.

Over and over you, like this,

Alone, moving alone,

I was alone on this stage, holding your hand and forcing myself to dance.

“Ahak, kb, kahak – “

I’m going to make you hold back your tears and finally let out your breath like that, and let out all the emotion in me.

I know how much you hate this moment.

It’s not for me that my back keeps moving.

Because I’m trying to make you fall in love like this.

“I don’t like the feeling that the parts that should be connected are empty, Niel. Again like this… Hah… Right, it should be like this, isn’t it?”

“Ugh, uh, uh, please, no…! No!”

Not because of the moon in the sky, but because of the terrifyingly thrilling sensations you get from this time with me.

Excited, maybe even angry…

You’re doing this to cool off that red-hot body. Yes?

Still, Niel,

“Stop… Stop… Elena… My – “

“Noisy.”

“Huh?

Don’t even stick out your tongue like that.

I ended up getting caught like this –

“Chew, chung, chuup, chuop, chuop – “

A lot of that sweet spit was going to be taken away.

Since you keep showing it with your actions, you still don’t seem to understand it.

You just keep looking at me like that.

“Pu-ha, ha-ha. Ha-ha… Niel, I won’t stop.

Until you tell me you like me,

Until you affirm the current me and tell me that you love me,

No matter how much you say it’s a struggle to get away from pleasure,

If you don’t listen to that,

I won’t stop.

No matter how empty this action is, how cold and cold it is, no matter how much pleasure it gives me, Niel.

You will be with me tonight.

And the day after that, and the day after that, all the time.

Until I can get that qualification,

I will be by your side forever.

You’re going to do this over and over again.

So it’s good to try.

Until you can love me like this.

Sorry, for being such a selfish sa-monster.

But please understand.

Because I can’t make you leave both your mind and body by doing stupid things anymore.

I have to catch at least one of them, maybe I can catch the next one.

If the body leaves, there is no chance.”

You look like you know a little bit now.

By the way, I don’t like it.

“Uh, no, no. No, no -“

That face, terrified.

Let’s fix that first.

“Ah heuk, heuk, heuk, heuk, ugh – “

“If I put yours in me, stir it a few times and make it hard, will that face loosen up a bit, huh?

But why does your face keep getting distorted like that?

Haa… You know. During the third year of dating,

When I treated you like I was fed up,

Was your heart breaking like this as you tried to rekindle our relationship, Niel?”

“Ugh, keuk, kkuh, heuk – “

“Don’t talk anymore… Just hold it in… Please, Niel. Can’t we just give up?

I’m finally here to give you what you asked for.

Why do you hate it so much?

I don’t understand… It doesn’t go well.

So,

To make sense –

Because I’m trying to make ‘yes’ come out of your mouth like this…”

The night is exceptionally long.

Still,

As long as it is, as much as it hurts now,

It will definitely be sweet later.

I’m sure… I’m sure I’ll be able to go back to the old days full of love…