She Returned as a Vampire

6 – At least I want to be a monster that gives you pleasure

“Chew, chuup…”

For some reason, it seemed that she was more focused on putting her lips on her neck and letting her own saliva smother rather than drive her fangs right away.

Slowly, without haste –

As if she was using her tongue to wipe the spot where she was going to suck blood, she calmly drooped her saliva and began to apply her saliva.

“Liver – It tickles, wait, Elena!”

The touch of her was so awkward that I burst out laughing and laid my hand on her, but she didn’t budge.

She just continued to put her lips on the nape of my neck, her face flushed.

“Side, side…”

Now, as if to leave her mark, she pushed her head deep into her neck and her attitude became more serious.

“Sleep, oops, wait -“

It was only then that I felt a strong sense of incongruity.

A tingling sensation spread from the place where her lips touched.

My body started to heat up, and my head started to go blank.

As if her neck was already tingling and she had lost all sensation, she couldn’t feel anything except for the strong touch of her lips.

“El… Lena, this is something…”

Her tongue got more and more twisted, and the arm she lifted to stop her ‘prank’ had long been firmly held in her hand before she knew it.

“Whoa… Whoa… Now, now I’m going to drink… Blood.”

Elena, who was looking at my face with her hazy eyes, licked the corner of her wet mouth with her tongue once and soon showed her sharp fangs.

“As much as possible… As little as possible… I won’t hurt you. I won’t hurt you…”

I followed her tilting head with only my pupils that could move immediately, and then I heard the sound of piercing the skin.

But isn’t there something very different from the previous vampirism?

I was surprised that there was no pain like before, even though I could clearly feel the foreign body sensation from her teeth piercing through her body.

The tingling and tingling that I always felt every time I gave my arm was gone this time.

Instead, the muscles around her neck were twitching and trembling.

The vibration slowly descends down the body, extending to the arms, fingers, stomach, legs, and toes.

One by one, one by one,

Slowly make the body tremble –

“Huh, ugh…”

I let out a light moan at the pleasant pressure that squeezed my body.

As if the lower body reacts with force majeure when there is a light body movement,

The moderate throbbing was giving me pleasure instead.

I think it was my sense that things were getting weirder.

I thought and felt that her skin was just as cold, like an ice field, but now I could feel the warmth from the parts that came into contact.

It was as hot as her strangeness, and every inch of her body that touched her began to sweat at the same hot touch.

“El… Uhh…”

Trembling at the indescribable touch of her body, I felt her draining her blood from me.

At the same time, she had to feel a tingling, tingling sensation rushing in from the nape of her door.

As I continued to tighten her body to keep her from losing her mind, she gave me the sweet pleasure of messing around with her head, deeply embedded in the scruff of my neck.

***

His blood was sweet.

I felt that way all the more because it was the blood she gave to save me from becoming a monster.

It was warm, full of warmth, and the more I drank, the more it seemed to warm my cold body.

I grabbed his struggling hand, and while holding his arm against mine, I let his mercy go deeper into my body.

His love, his heart full of blood.

The heart that beat hard for me, the blood that was made for me, and the liquid that was made to keep me alive.

Drinking gratefully for his life, she was ecstatic.

The fact that he, and only himself, and himself, who was loved, could drink the blood of such a good person made him unbearably happy.

At the same time, a small greed continued to stir in my heart.

A little, a little more.

I wish I could take a few more sips. I wish I could accept a little more of his love.

When I thought that, I wanted to drink a little more of his blood, so I focused my senses on the fangs that I had grown accustomed to.

There was his body still throbbing and pumping blood eagerly, and he making a shallow groan that made the heart beat without resistance.

He trembled, exhaling his rough breath and blowing hot breath into his ears.

…

Is it not in very good condition?

The moment I tried to stand up right away with that thought,

He shuddered and bounced on his harness.

Shocked at his sudden and extreme reaction, I hurriedly dropped my body and looked at him.

My eyes trembled violently. The teeth touched each other.

Couldn’t it be that there’s nothing wrong with him, that he didn’t get out of control and drank too much blood?

Shaking violently, I approached him and grabbed his hand.

“Niel, Niel, are you okay? Did I do something wrong, I, my… Ah?”

For a while, I could see that there was something strange about his face.

His face was flushed.

Rather than being in pain from being sucked in blood, he seemed to be… Agitated.

Are you angry?

To say that, he held his hand tightly and did not let go.

There was both satisfaction and shame on his flushed face.

Looking at himself with open eyes, his teary eyes finally turned away from him.

I turned my head to look at his body, very different from the reactions I’ve shown so far.

First, there were two holes in the nape of his neck that he had bitten.

By the way, what flowed from the hole in its neck was not blood, but some kind of clear liquid.

“This…What is this?”

When he wiped it off with his hand, a little greenish liquid came out on his hand.

Something like that continued to flow from the nape of his neck.

Could it be that he injected poison without his knowledge?

“Niel, can you talk? Are you okay? Are you okay? Huh?”

Grabbing his face, trying to keep eye contact with him-

I couldn’t stand the reaction of him who was still desperately turning his eyes away, but now closed them tightly, so I burst into tears.

“Please… Say something… Did I hurt you? Did I drink too much blood?”

Shaking his head from side to side, he was still speechless.

Instead, he only dyed his face even more red and lowered his face.

The sight of him breathing heavily in sweat was so strange… Bizarre.

The blood vessels in his neck stood out as if he were urging him to drink more blood.

Unprotected pajama buttons and exposed collarbones and shoulders.

And the red lips that smirked as she glanced at herself with wet eyes.

My heart ached at the sight of his complexion looking even better after he had sucked blood, and my breathing started to get rougher little by little.

Unable to bear the heat in his face, he turned his head away-

Only then did I understand why he reacted so strangely.

His pants were slowly getting wet.

The stain was too small to be considered rude, but his scent was thick enough to think it was something else.

Even the swollen part seemed to drive a wedge, saying that something he thought was right.

“Um… Niel?”

Let’s call his name quietly at the incredible sight, but instead of answering, his face sinks even more.

As if he could move his body now, he quietly stretched out his arms and tried to cover his lower body with the blanket.

He couldn’t tolerate it.

With a thud, I grabbed his hand and pulled the blanket off.

“Ew…!”

I grabbed his outstretched arm, and instead lightly lifted his body and hugged him.

“If it’s messed up, you should think about washing it off, what the hell -“

Looking at him leaning towards her with both her hands covering her face, she couldn’t stop her own gaze from going to a stern place.

After silently inhaling and exhaling each other’s breath, the two moved to the place to wash their bodies.

I set him down, mangled in sticky liquid and sweat, on the stone floor of the cold bathroom and transferred the water from the pot of hot water on the stove to the wooden bucket.

Into the hot, immaculate steam, I scooped out the white snow that had been piled up outside, put it in, measured the temperature of the water with my fingers, and scooped it several more times.

I thought the temperature of the water was a bit lukewarm, so I added a little more water from the pot, and then I took the bucket with the properly warmed water and took it to the bathroom.

He clenched his fist and knocked lightly on the closed door, revealing his white flesh through the slightly opened door.

She was startled by the sight and turned her face away.

“Oh my God, Niel…!”

It was strangely awkward to see his naked body, like a lover you hadn’t known for a while.

…

After waiting for a while, he covered his lower body with a towel and opened the door wide.

After holding the bucket with one hand and putting it down on the floor, I looked up and saw his naked body.

Her still nicely parted body was attractive to her to look at, but the part of her now that attracted her more was his neck.

The blue veins that appeared to be emphasized near the nape of her neck were gently touching her reason.

Did he feel that?

Niel raised her hand and covered the nape of her neck.

“Oh, yes… Excuse me.”

Yeah, didn’t he promise not to wash until it was dangerous?

She had to become a considerate… Monster to him.

As he turned to make room for me to wash the mess,

“Over there.”

I heard his voice from behind.

“…Because I haven’t been able to for a while.”

After whispering barely audible, he left quickly.

I stared blankly at the closed door for a while.

It wasn’t until then that I couldn’t see him anymore, so my hot head seemed to cool down a bit.

A bashful face, wet eyes, a slightly covered body.

There was nothing about her that didn’t excite her.

It was the things that made her hot for the first time in a while.

But before her cold heart could boil once more, she realized that his words were stuck in her heart.

“For a while, couldn’t…”

She had been dating for three years, and in the first year of her relationship she remembered having a fiery love.

The days were soaked in pleasure that continued after the body heated up with the alcohol he brought and attacked him in a fit of anger as he laughed defenselessly.

Obviously I was happy back then.

After that, I just refused to work at night, which required a lot of energy, with the excuse of becoming stronger.

How long that period was… To the point where my memory is hazy now.

I think I did it a few times in the second year.

3 Years now?

As soon as I thought about it, my heart suddenly felt depressed.

“…Why?”

He went back to his room, sat down on the bed, and swept the blankets.

Because it was messed up several times, the duvet cover was changed several times.

By the way, this blanket was… Quite familiar.

I was used to it in the sense that it hadn’t changed.

“I told you I loved you, but lately I haven’t been able to prove it at all.”

In your 20s, both sides are said to be on fire more than ever, in your 30s, women rush over you, and in your 40s, you are squeezed.

My heart ached even more after realizing that the stories I had heard so well did not apply to me and him before the change.

“At least…For now,”

I gently lifted the quilt and touched my face with the quilt that smelled of him along with a very small stain.

It’s too late, but it would have been the best if I had been nice to you when I was a human.

Now that I realized that I could be loved by him even as a non-human monster, the thought of giving up my life gradually disappeared.

I can now do things that I couldn’t do as a human, and I can now see things that I couldn’t see when I was a human.

“I’ll be nice to you even now.”

Her eyes glowed in the dark.