Suspiciously Close Siblings (Going Up)

"⋯."

Silence ensued.

The first thing I was embarrassed about was,

The second concern is that it will not be discovered.

That was the last reason.

My heart reflected in the moonlight through the blinds,

Because it's so beautiful.

Touch,

Lick,

I want to bite

I couldn't open my mouth for a while.

That silence,

Winter broke first.

"⋯Brother."

"⋯Uh."

"I am. ⋯Strange."

"⋯Something."

"Just, everything. ⋯Strange."

"Can you explain slowly?"

"⋯ Earlier."

"Huh."

"Before moving to my sister's bedroom. ⋯My brother lifted it and put it on the futon."

"⋯."

"I-I don't know what to say… I'm in a bad mood…"

"That is my sister. To some kind of cousin…"

"⋯I'm your younger brother. Brother and sister."

So stupid,

Stupid,

It was stupid enough to make me angry.

No words could refute that one.

Even for a moment,

Pretending not to be your brother

Pretending not to be your sister

Let's pretend we're not siblings

That in the end it doesn't make any sense.

"⋯I wanted to hug you. To my brother."

"Winter, no matter how much the master bedroom is over there…"

"I know. I know, but I can't stand it."

"Kim Winter."

"Actually, ⋯I was going to quit."

"⋯What."

"My first, my last, everything. And… I wanted to go back to being a brother and sister."

"⋯By the way."

"⋯I was going to,"

Winter hid his face in the nape of my neck.

Breathing hard,

Fast.

Like crying

"When my brother meets a good person someday, he actually wanted to cheer me on ⋯."

"⋯I'm not like that."

"I can't. No way I can't… My heart won't stop."

He pulled her hand and put it through the gap between them.

It sounds like it can be heard outside,

Between the still soft bare breasts.

"You said it was only until Monday… I want to cancel."

"⋯Why."

"If you do it until then, I'm sure… You'll want to do it even more."

"⋯."

"I'm sure someday… I'll get caught."

"⋯."

"Until today, only this time… Finally."

"⋯My sister might find out."

"⋯I know."

"I might wake up suddenly, hear the sound and open the door."

"I'll put up with it, ⋯making noise."

"Winter."

"Yes."

"⋯Because he's wearing an eyepatch. Do whatever you want."

I put on the blindfold I had just taken off again.

Did you suddenly have a taste for that?

Or is it the last?

It wasn't like that.

Just,

If you embrace winter here,

If I do it of my own will,

I feel like I can't stop.

⋯ I thought I would be caught unconditionally.

Beyond the door to the master bedroom across the kitchen,

Gyoseong,

Moans,

The creaking of the bed,

The naked friction of flesh against flesh,

The raunchy sound of the bodily fluids pouring out of it,

It will definitely reach there.

"Because it hasn't been a day yet… I'll be back at 12 o'clock."

"⋯Yes."

As the sight was blocked, the tactile sense became sensitive.

Hearing too.

Smell too.

Entire.

Winter, who had been lying on my chest, got up and fell away from me.

Then, slowly, I pulled my pants down.

The entire lower leg was caught on the thigh, and the penis that had been enlarged earlier was exposed.

I must have left the boiler on.

The air is cold.

"⋯I'll take it off too."

Winter has completely fallen from me.

I could hear him carefully undressing, making a squeaking sound.

What state is it now?

Did he put down his top, which had only been unbuttoned?

Had only the pants been taken off?

Or did you take off all your underwear?

Invisible

Not visible,

The body temperature that came back to me,

That warmth,

I was adding more and more concreteness to my imagination.

"Brother, that's so… That's it."

"Actually, I tried to do it alone, but I couldn't."

"⋯Why?"

"Without you."

"⋯."

The conversation that lasted for a while came to an end, and I felt my glans getting rubbed against my flesh.

A feeling I've become accustomed to.

I can't say I have a lot of experience.

Because it was just a few hours ago.

Fortunately, there seems to be enough wetness,

Carefully, the mucous membranes were touching.

"⋯Brother."

"Uh."

"⋯I love you."

"Me too, ⋯I love you."

Finally, the last word that I would not be ashamed to say again.

Softly,

Gradually,

Each other's genitals were joining together.

After going inside all the roots,

Winter clung to me again.

Refrain from moving as much as possible to avoid making a sound,

Quietly hugged me

"Ha…, Hey, ha… This is very, very strange…"

"⋯ What is it?"

"Because it's completely different from when my brother did it."

"How was it when I did it for you?"

"At that time… Whoa. ⋯It was very, ⋯scared at first."

His uneven breathing gradually calmed down.

Still,

It seems to be trying to fill in the lack of hidden vision.

The sense of touch struggled to remember each mucous membrane.

I wrapped my hands around the back of Winter, who had fallen on top of me.

As I hugged myself a little more, my belly touched my stomach.

Mostly over T-shirts,

Bare skin could be felt where it was slightly lifted up and exposed.

The skin, which was obviously soft, was becoming sticky little by little.

Is that my sweat,

I don't know if it's sweat from you,

It didn't really matter.

"What if I get rejected… I tremble. For kissing me… My heart beats so terribly."

"⋯Uh."

"When I took off my clothes and tried to touch it, I was very… Embarrassed. I don't know what to do… I couldn't hide it, so I did it without even knowing… But that was more embarrassing."

"⋯That's right."

Little by little,

To the extent that no one else can see it.

But,

Enough to feel that we are connected.

My back shook slightly.

"Huh. ⋯Then he said to wait and left⋯, so you really want to do it. ⋯The one I saw in the car the other day⋯You're going to write it, it makes my heart race just thinking about it⋯."

"⋯."

"⋯I covered my eyes and hid because I thought he was making a very strange expression."

"⋯ Is that?"

"⋯Anyway. Then, as I waited, my brother got very excited and touched me. That, because I really wanted to…"

"You said you were sick then. Take off the condom."

"That, ⋯that, really hurts⋯."

"⋯At that time, somehow, my hands were all oily."

Shaking carefully,

The glans began to rub lightly against the vaginal wall.

Bumpy,

In that sticky wet place,

Yet again.

"I also found that men prefer not to do it…"

"⋯Where did you learn that? Why."

"As long as a woman is safe too ⋯, she says she prefers not to ⋯"

"⋯But you didn't tell me you took your medicine."

Thinking about yesterday's events made me more and more excited.

How much,

How much you worry,

My reasoning is cut off to the extent that I can't even think of that worry.

Overlap the body,

Covet each other,

Whether you wanted

Came vividly into my mind.

Same with the overlapping bodies now.

"That's just… Just in case."

"What."

"⋯I wanted to know how much my brother wanted me."

"⋯."

"I should never do this… But I don't care and thump, thump, and keep… Crushing me…"

"⋯."

"My brother wants me so much, he loves me so much… He yearns for me so much he can't even think of anything else."

"⋯."

"It's very, very… My head is going crazy, it's like… Floating on clouds…"

"⋯."

"It's a place I've never touched before, but my brother touches me… I like it so much…"

"⋯."

"⋯I wanted to keep doing that."

"⋯."

"All along, forever. I even had a ridiculous thought that I would like my brother to hug me."

"⋯."

"I accidentally wanted to leave it as a memory… But I was so, so happy…"

"⋯."

"⋯I just couldn't seem to give up."

Breathing is rough.

Not you but me

Compared to your waist, which trembled very little,

My side was flinching a little more.

I'm glad I can't see your face.

I'm glad I can't see my chest.

Abs,

Thighs,

The bondage that would surely be obscene,

If you see it, maybe

It looks like it's going to be messed up right away.

If you take off your blindfold,

Right now.

"⋯Winter."

"Huh?"

"Shut your mouth."

Very restrained,

Reference,

After persevering.

I slightly raised my lying body.

He reached out and picked up the blanket lying lonely next to him.

He crumpled it by his bedside and leaned on his back.

In an ambiguous position, neither lying down nor sitting.

In that state, hugging Winter again,

I moved my hips slowly.

"Ha, uh, ugh."

"⋯Winter."

"⋯Up."

"Love you. ⋯I love you."

There was no answer,

I couldn't see it,

Winter's jaw, which had been leaning on my shoulder, moved little by little.

Likewise, the vaginal wall that had been biting mine began to twitch.

"Huh, sssss, uhm…"

"Lastly, let's do ⋯. Really."

"Ha… Yes."

"As you said… I don't think I can stop until Monday."

"⋯."

"⋯I don't think I can go back to being siblings."

I wondered if I would ever be able to go back.

It seemed like it was already too late.

Like the heart of a smoker who is determined to quit smoking,

The last remaining pole was set on fire.

"Ha, uh, ugh. Hmm…"

"⋯Clean your hands."

"Heh, ah, ha, heeup… Breath…"

He grabbed her by the shoulder, pushed her away, and removed her hand from her mouth.

And with my lips,

I swallowed the sounds that shouldn't leak out one by one.

"Haeup⋯, hee, oops, hoos."

Winter's arm came naturally under my armpit.

He passed by my shoulder and hugged me as if it were natural.

So that I don't feel awkward,

As it should be,

One hand on the back of the head.

Place your hand at the beginning of the rest of your spine,

More and more violently,

But the sound doesn't flow,

They bumped each other's pubis and lips alternately.

Maybe the sound of the wind outside the window was louder.

But,

The sound that hits the eardrum directly

The sticky and thick evidence of fornication,

In case it leaks out,

Maybe I'll wake up

Rather, the anxiety

Made the heart beat faster.

"Haap…, Hey! ⋯ Whoa, ha… ⋯Oh, suck."

"⋯Uh."

"Some more…"

"More…?"

"⋯ A little faster."

Because of lack of oxygen,

In that instant of being away for a while to breathe,

I couldn't resist your words that made me gasp again.

As you want,

The distance of movement is not very long,

Therefore, even faster

They coveted each other's bodies.

"Heh, heh, heh, heh… Ah, hah, ah… Oppa, oh, bah…"

"⋯Winter, Ah…"

"I love you, yo."

In a room with only moonlight,

Covering your eyes so that even that small light doesn't come in,

Smell, touch and hearing.

Depending on taste,

Pleasures no longer available,

No, the pleasures that should not be tasted,

Together,

Continued and enjoyed

Proof of pleasure,

A lot, left inside.

"Ha… Ah… ⋯Winter."

"⋯I love you, ⋯brother."

"I love you… Me too."

"⋯12 o'clock, now."

"Yes."

"I'll go. ⋯Brother."

"⋯."

"I love you…"

Without time to savor the aftertaste,

After holding my breath for a moment,

The younger brother delivers his final confession,

⋯ Quietly disappeared from my room.